Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Sunday, December 10, 2006 1:26 AM

Current mood: frustrated
Category: Life
coal! Yep, that's right, I'm getting the stork coal for X-mas b/c he hasn't been very good this year!! For some reason, he doesn't want to give me a baby! Oh, and Santa is getting coal too b/c I asked for a baby and he isn't going to bring it!

I hate this! Now we are going to go to Christmas parties and everyone is going to ask me if I'm pregnant yet and ask me what is taking so long and I'm going to be so sad... Especially when we go to the Stein's b/c EVERY time I see Clem he can't shut up about it (especially when he's drunk, and he always is!)! I don't know why we told anyone we wanted a baby to begin with! (Oh wait, I do know why, b/c I was too excited and couldn't keep my mouth closed about it!)

And the worst part is that I KNOW we did everything right. I bought the stupid ovulation tests and took them and planned everything out just right. This sucks.... So, I'm staying home today w/ horrible cramps and drinking cappuchino (which I have banned myself from b/c I don't want to drink caffeine when I'm pregnant) and sulking!!

So, no baby in August either, maybe September...